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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:51 pm
    @@@@@I miss it sometimes so
    @@@@@I miss it sometimes so terriblyBut,
    somehow, Tara's more like a dream than a memoryIt belongs in the
    past, like the Scarlett I used to beThat life and that person don't
    have anything to do with me any moreCat's
    Tara
    is the Irish TaraI'm The O'Hara of Ballyhara
    I'll keep my shares of Tara for Wade and Ella's inheritance, but I'll
    sell everything in Atlanta and cut those tiesBallyhara's my home
    nowOur roots go deep here, Cat's and mine and Pa'sI'll take some
    O 'Hara land with me when I go, some earth to mix into the Georgia
    clay
    of Gerald O'Hara's grave
    Her mind touched briefly on the business she had to deal withWhat she must concentrate on was the best way to
    tell
    Wade and Ella about their wonderful new homeThey wouldn't believe
    she wanted them-why should they? In truth she never had
    Until she discovered what it felt like to love a child, to be a real
    motherIt's going to be hard, Scarlett told herself many times, but I
    can do itI can make up for the pastI've got so much love in me
    that it just spills overI want to give some to my son and my
    daughterThey might not like Ireland at first, it's so different, but
    once we go to Market Day a couple of times, and the races, and I buy
    them their own ponies Ella should look darling in skirts and
    petticoats, tooAll little girls love to dress up They'll have
    millions of cousins, with all the O 'Haras around, and the children in
    Ballyhara town to play with You cannot leave until after Easter,
    Scarlett darling," said Colum"There's a ceremony on Good Friday
    that
    only The O 'Hara can do Scarlett didn't ar
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    10:51 pm
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    unevenly, and I wanted to laugh at myselfDid it matter that he was beautiful, that I loved him,
    when he was going to kill me?
    I stared at the murder in his expression and tried to hope that rage would win out over
    expediency, but a true death wish evaded me
    Jeb and Jared locked eyes for a long momentJared's jaw clenched and cartier watches women unclenched, but Jeb's
    face was calmThe silent confrontation ended when Jared suddenly exhaled in an angry gust
    and took a step back
    Jeb reached down for my hand and put his other arm around my back to pull me upMy head
    whirled and ached; my stomach heavedIf it hadn't been empty for days, I might have thrown
    upIt was like my feet weren't touching the groundI gold gucci wobbled and pitched forwardJeb
    steadied me and then gripped my elbow to keep me standing
    Jared watched all this with a teeth-baring grimaceLike an idiot, Melanie struggled to move
    toward him againBut I was over the shock of seeing him here and less stupid than she was
    nowShe wouldn't break through againI locked her away behind every bar I could create in fake hermes my
    headCan't you see how he loathes me? Anything you say will make it worse
    But Jared's alive, Jared's here,she crooned
    The quiet in the cavern dissolved; whispers came from every side, all at the same time, as if I'd
    missed some cueI couldn't make out any meanings in the hissing murmurs
    My eyes darted around the mob of humans–every one of them an adult, no smaller, cheap gucci younger
    figure among themMy heart ached at the absence, and Melanie fought to voice the questionThere wasn't anything to see here, nothing but anger and hatred on strangers'
    faces, or the anger and hatred on Jared's face
    Until another man pushed his way through the whispering throngHe was built slim and tall,
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    10:54 pm
    @@@@@ I smiled and sat down beside him"Sea
    @@@@@
    I smiled and sat down beside him"Sea voyages
    aren't in the plan, Jack
    1017
    "Can you open that chicken for me, and tear me off
    a leg?"
    He did as I asked, and they watched, fascinated,
    as I devoured first one leg, then the otherI
    asked if anyone wanted the breast, and when they
    both said no, I ate that, tooHalfway through it
    I thought of my daughter, lying pale and dead in
    Rhode IslandI kept on eating, doing it
    methodically, wiping my greasy hands on my jeans
    between bitesIlse would have understoodNot Pam
    and probably not Lin, but Illy? YesI was
    frightened of what lay ahead, but I knew Perse was
    frightened, tooIf she hadn't been, she would not
    have tried so hard to keep us outOn the contrary,
    she would have welcomed us in
    "Time's wasting, muchacho," Wireman said"And my daughter's dead forever
    I'm still starving, thoughIs there anything
    sweet? Cake? Cookies? A motherfucking HoHo?"
    There wasn'tI settled for another Pepsi and a
    few cucumber strips dipped in ranch dressing,
    which to me has always looked and tasted like
    slightly sweetened snotAt least my headache was
    1018
    fadingThe images that had come to me in the dark
    - the ones that had been waiting all those years
    inside Noveen's rag-stuffed head - were also
    fading, but I had my own pictures to refresh them
    I wiped my hands a final time and put the stack of
    torn and wrinkled sheets on my lap: the family
    album from hell
    "Keep an eye out for that heron," I told Wireman
    He looked around, glanced at the deserted ship
    ticking back and forth out there on the mild swell,
    then looked back at me"Wouldn't the spear-pistol
    be better for Big Bird? With one of the silver
    harpoons attached?"
    "NoThe heron's something she just rides, the way
    a man rides a horseShe'd probably like it if we
    wasted one of the silvertips on it, but Perse is
    done getting what she likes I smiled without
    h
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:55 pm
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    that Rushworth and Maria had never met
    In this quarter, indeed, disappointment was impending over Sir
    ThomasNot all his good-will for MrRushworth, not all Mr
    Rushworth’s deference for him, could prevent him from soon discerning
    some part of the truth—that MrRushworth was an inferior
    young man, as ignorant in business as in books, with opinions
    in general unfixed, and without seeming much aware of it himself
    He had expected a very different son-in-law; and beginning to
    feel grave on Maria’s account, tried to understand her feelings
    Little balenciaga handbag observation there was necessary to tell him that indifference
    was the most favourable state they could be inRushworth was careless and coldShe could not, did not like
    himSir Thomas resolved to speak seriously to herAdvantageous
    as would be the alliance, and long standing and public as was the
    engagement, her happiness must not be sacrificed to it
    Rushworth had, perhaps, been accepted on too short an acquaintance,
    and, on knowing him better, she was repenting
    With solemn kindness Sir Thomas addressed her: told her his fears,
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    inquired into her wishes, entreated her to be hermes purse open and sincere, and
    assured her that every inconvenience should be braved, and the
    connexion entirely given up, if she felt herself unhappy in the prospect
    of itHe would act for her and release herMaria had a moment’s
    struggle as she listened, and only a moment’s: when her father ceased,
    she was able to give her answer immediately, decidedly, and with no
    apparent agitationShe thanked him for his great attention, his paternal
    kindness, but he was quite mistaken in supposing she had the
    smallest desire of breaking through her engagement, or was sensible
    of any change of opinion or gucci bookbag inclination since her forming itShe
    had the highest esteem for MrRushworth’s character and disposition,
    and could not have a doubt of her happiness with him
    Sir Thomas was satisfied; too glad to be satisfied, perhaps, to urge
    the matter quite so far as his judgment might have dictated to others
    It was an alliance which he could not have relinquished without
    pain; and thus he reasonedRushworth was young enough to
    improveRushworth must and would improve in good society;
    and if Maria could now speak so securely of her happiness with
    him, speaking certainly without the prejudice, the blindness of omega replica watches love,
    she ought to be believedHer feelings, probably, were not acute; he
    had never supposed them to be so; but her comforts might not be
    less on that account; and if she could dispense with seeing her husband
    a leading, shining character, there would certainly be everything
    else in her favourA well-disposed young woman, who did
    not marry for love, was in general but the more attached to her own
    family; and the nearness of Sotherton to Mansfield must naturally
    hold out the greatest temptation, and would, in all probability, be a
    continual supply of the most amiable and innocent gold gucci watch enjoyment
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    10:47 pm
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    Morris Panov approached the intersection still bothered by the curious telephone conversation
    he had had ten minutes ago, still trying to recall each segment of the plan he was to follow, afraid to
    look at his watch to see if he had reached a specific place within a specific time span—he had been
    told not to look at his watch in the street and why couldn’t they say “at approximately such and
    such” rather than the somewhat unnerving term “time span,” as if a military invasion of
    Washington were imminentRegardless, he kept balenciaga handbag walking, crossing the streets he was told to cross,
    hoping some unseen clock kept him relatively in tune with the goddamned “time spans” that had
    been determined by his striding back and forth between two pegs on some lawn behind a garden
    apartment in Vienna, VirginiaHe would do anything for David Webb—good Christ,
    anything!—but this was insaneYet, of course, it wasn’tThey would not ask him to do what he
    was doing if it were
    What was that? A face in shadows peering at him, just like the other two! This one hunched over
    on a chanel jewelry curb, raising wine-soaked eyes up at himOld men—weather-beaten, old, old men who could
    barely move—staring at him! Now he was allowing his imagination to run away with him-the
    cities were filled with the homeless, with perfectly harmless people whose psychoses or poverty
    drove them into the streetsAs much as he would like to help them, there was nothing he could do
    but professionally badger an unresponsive WashingtonThere was another! In an indented space
    between two storefronts barricaded by iron gates-he, too, was watching cartier watches women himStop it! You’re being
    irrationalOr was he? Of course, he wasGo on, keep to the schedule, that’s what you’re
    supposed to doGood God! There’s anotherKeep going!
    The vast moonlit grounds of the Smithsonian dwarfed the two figures as they converged from
    intersecting paths, joining each other and proceeding to a benchConklin lowered himself with the
    aid of his cane while Mo Panov looked around nervously, listening, as if he expected the
    unexpectedIt was 3:28 in the predawn morning, the only noises the subdued rattle of chanel earrings logo crickets and
    mild summer breezes through the treesGuardedly Panov sat down
    “Anything happen on the way here?” asked Conklin
    “I’m not sure,” replied the psychiatrist“I’m as lost as I was in Hong Kong, except that over
    there we knew where we were going, whom we expected to meet
    “You’re contradicting yourself, Mo,” said Alex, smiling“You told me I was cured
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    26
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    10:47 pm
    @@@@@She walked at ten months, which was early,
    @@@@@She walked at ten
    months,
    which was early, Scarlett knew, but a month later she was still
    practically mute except for her laughter"Say 'ma-ma,'" Scarlett
    begged"Say 'ma-ma,'" she tried again after Cat spoke,
    but the little girl wriggled out of her grasp and plunged recklessly
    across the floorHer walking was more enthusiastic than skillful
    "Conceited little monster," Scarlett called after her"All babies say
    'ma-ma' for their first word, not their own name Cat staggered to a
    haltShe looked back at Scarlett with a smile that Scarlett said
    later was "positively diabolical
    "Mama," she said casuallyThen she lurched off again"She probably
    could have said it all along if she'd wanted to," Scarlett bragged to
    Father Flynn
    "She tossed it to me like a bone to a dog The old priest smiled
    tolerantlyHe had listened to many proud mothers in his long years
    "It's a grand day," he offered pleasantly"A grand day in every way,
    Father!" exclaimed Tommy Doyle, the youngest of Ballyhara's
    farmers
    "It's sure that we've made the harvest of harvests He refilled
    his glass, and Father Flynn'sA man was entitled to relax and enjoy
    himself at the Harvest Home celebrationScarlett allowed him to give
    her a glass of porter, tooThe toasts would be starting soon and it
    would be bad luck if she didn't share them with at least a sipAfter
    the good luck that had blessed Ballyhara all year, she wasn't about to
    risk inviting any badShe looked at the long, laden tables set up the
    length of Ballyhara's wide streetEach was decorated with a
    ribbon-tied sheaf wheatEach was surrounded by smiling people
    enjoying themselves
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    10:52 pm
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    hoped I would be able to tell them how she had survived so long I had not meant to say so
    much; my mouth snapped shutJamie didn't seem to notice my slip, but Jeb's eyes opened slowly
    and fixed on my faceNo other part of him moved, and Jamie didn't see the change
    “Why didn't Chanel Bracelets you let her die?” he askedHe had to swallow hard; a sob was threatening in his
    voiceThis was all the more painful to hear because it was not the sound a child makes,
    frightened of the unknown, but the fully comprehending agony of an adultIt was so hard not to
    reach out and put my hand on his cheekI seamaster omega wanted to hug him to me and beg him not to be sadI
    curled my hands into fists and tried to concentrate on his questionJeb's eyes flickered to my
    hands and back to my face
    “I wasn't in on the decision,” I murmured“I was still in a hibernation tank in deep space when
    that happened
    Jamie blinked again in gucci for sale surpriseMy answer was nothing he'd expected, and I could see him
    struggling with some new emotionI glanced at Jeb; his eyes were bright with curiosity
    The same curiosity, though more wary, won out with Jamie“Where were you coming from?”
    he asked
    In spite of myself, I smiled at his unwilling interest
    “What dolce sale was –” he started to ask, but he was interrupted by another question
    “What the hell?” Jared shouted at us, frozen with fury in the act of rounding the corner at the
    end of the tunnel“Damn it, Jeb! We agreed not to –”
    Jamie wrenched himself upright“Jeb didn't bring me here
    Jeb sighed and got slowly to his prada bag
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    10:55 pm
    @@@@@They was a gal Ah had once on the end of
    @@@@@They was a gal Ah had once on the end of town, wife of a friend of mine, and she had one of the meanest rolls a man could wantWith all the gals Ah've had, Ah'll never forget that little old piece He shook his head in tribute, wiped the back of his hand against his high sculptured forehead, brought it up over his golden pompadour, and chuckled mirthfully"Man," he said softly, "it was like dipping it in a barrel of honey He dealt two cards face down to each man, and then turned over the next round
    For once Wilson's hand was poor, and after staying a round because he was the heavy winner, he dropped outWhen the campaign was over, he told himself, he was going to drum up some way of making liquorThere was a mess sergeant over in Charley Company who must have made two thousand of them pounds the way he sold a quart for five poundsAll a man needed was sugar and yeast and some of them cans of peaches or apricotsIn anticipation he felt a warm mellow glow in his chestWhy, you could even make it with lessCousin Ed, he remembered, had used molasses and raisins, and his stuff had been passing decent
    For a moment, though, Wilson was dejectedIf he was going to fix himself any, he would have to steal all the makings from the mess tent some night, and he'd have to find a place to hide it for a couple of daysAnd then he'd need a good little nook where he could leave the mashIt couldn't be too near the bivouac or anybody might be stumbling onto it, and yet it shouldn't be too far if a man wanted to siphon off a little in a hurry
    There was just gonna be a lot of problems to it, unless he waited till the campaign was over and they were in permanent bivouacBut that was gonna take too longIt might even be three or four monthsWilson began to feel restlessThere was just too much figgering a man had to do if he wanted to get anything for himself in the ArmyGallagher had folded early in that hand too, and was looking at Wilson with resentmentIt took somebody like that dumb cracker to win all the big potsGallagher's conscience was bothering himHe had lost thirty pounds at least, almost a hundred dollars, and, while most of it was money he had won earlier on this trip, that did not excuse hi
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    10:55 pm
    @@@@@Finding by whom he was observed, Henry
    @@@@@Finding by
    whom he was observed, Henry Crawford addressed himself on the
    same subject to Sir Thomas, in a more everyday tone, but still with
    feeling
    “I want to be your neighbour, Sir Thomas, as you have, perhaps,
    heard me telling Miss PriceMay I hope for your acquiescence, and
    for your not influencing your son against such a tenant?”
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    Sir Thomas, politely bowing, replied, “It is the only way, sir, in
    which I could not wish you established as a permanent neighbour;
    but I hope, and believe, that Edmund will occupy his own house at
    Thornton LaceyEdmund, am I saying too much?”
    Edmund, on this appeal, had first to hear what was going on; but,
    on understanding the question, was at no loss for an answer
    “Certainly, sir, I have no idea but of residenceBut, Crawford,
    though I refuse you as a tenant, come to me as a friendConsider
    the house as half your own every winter, and we will add to the
    stables on your own improved plan, and with all the improvements
    of your improved plan that may occur to you this spring
    “We shall be the losers,” continued Sir Thomas“His going, though
    only eight miles, will be an unwelcome contraction of our family
    circle; but I should have been deeply mortified if any son of mine
    could reconcile himself to doing lessIt is perfectly natural that you
    should not have thought much on the subject, MrBut a
    parish has wants and claims which can be known only by a clergyman
    constantly resident, and which no proxy can be capable of
    satisfying to the same extentEdmund might, in the common phrase,
    do the duty of Thornton, that is, he might read prayers and preach,
    without giving up Mansfield Park: he might ride over every Sunday,
    to a house nominally inhabited, and go through divine service; he
    might be the clergyman of Thornton Lacey every seventh day, for
    three or four hours, if that would content himHe
    knows that human nature needs more lessons than a weekly sermon
    can convey; and that if he does not live among his parishioners, and
    prove himself, by constant attention, their well-wisher and friend,
    he does very little either for their good or his ownCrawford bowed his acquiescence
    “I repeat again,” added Sir Thomas, “that Thornton Lacey is the
    only house in the neighbourhood in which I should not be happy to
    wait on MrCrawford bowed his thanks
    “Sir Thomas,” said Edmund, “undoubtedly understands the duty of
    a parish priestWe must hope his son may prove that he knows it too
    Whatever effect Sir Thomas’s little harangue might really produce
    on MrCrawford, it raised some awkward sensations in two of the
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    others, two of his most attentive listeners—Miss Crawford and
    FannyOne of whom, having never before understood that Thornton
    was so soon and so completely to be his home, was pondering with
    downcast eyes on what it would be not to see Edmund every day;
    and the other, startled from the agreeable fancies she had been previously
    indulging on the strength of her brother’s description, no
    longer able, in the picture she had been forming of a future Thornton,
    to shut out the church, sink the clergyman, and see only the respectable,
    elegant, modernised, and occasional residence of a man
    of independent fortune, was considering Sir Thomas, with decided
    ill-will, as the destroyer of all this, and suffering the more from that
    involuntary forbearance which his character and manner commanded,
    and from not daring to relieve herself by a single attempt
    at throwing ridicule on his cause
    All the agreeable of her speculation was over for that hourIt was
    time to have done with cards, if sermons prevailed; and she was glad
    to find it necessary to come to a conclusion, and be able to refresh
    her spirits by a change of place and neighbour
    The chief of the party were now collected irregularly round the
    fire, and waiting the final break-upWilliam and Fanny were the
    most detach
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:47 pm
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    all in trouble!”
    “No, you listen to me, Divot Head, and I’ll tell you who’s in trouble! She’s no lady, she’s a
    bitch! One of her thirty or forty eunuch husbands may have thrown a few snake eyes in Saigon and
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    In Vienna, Virginia, Alexander Conklin replaced the phoneMisfire One and Misfire Two and
    he had never heard of Culver Parnell
    The chairman of the Federal Trade Commission, Albert Armbruster, swore out loud as he turned
    off the shower at the sound of his wife’s spy bag fendi shrieking voice in the steam-filled bathroom“What the
    hell is it, Mamie? I can’t take a shower without you yammering?”
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    39
    “It could be the White House, Al! You know how they talk, so low and quiet and always saying
    it’s urgent
    “Shit!” yelled the chairman, opening the glass door and walking naked to the phone on the wallWhat is it?”
    “There’s a crisis that requires your immediate attention
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    “No, and we hope it never goes up there
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    “Someone as concerned as you’re going to beAfter all these years—oh, Christ!”
    “Concerned about what? What are you talking about?”
    “Snake Lady, Mr
    “Oh, my God!” Armbruster’s hushed voice was a sudden involuntary cry of panicInstantly, he
    controlled himself but it was too late“I have no idea what you’re talking about
    What’s a snake whatever-it-is? Never heard of it
    “Well, hear it now, MrSomebody’s got it all, everythingDates, diversions of
    matériel, banks in Geneva and Zurich—even louis vuitton multicolor the names of a half-dozen couriers routed out of
    Saigon—and worseJesus, the worst! Other names—MIAs established as never having been in
    combat eight investigating personnel from the inspector general’s office
    “You’re not making sense! You’re talking gibberish!”
    “And you’re on the list, MrThat man must have spent fifteen years putting it
    together, and now he wants payment for all those years of work or he blows it open—everything,
    everyone
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    10:58 pm
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    She walked across the room to more doors"The great salon and
    ballroom," she announced"I admit to being very pleased with this
    One long wall was made up of widely spaced French doors with tall gilt
    mirrors between themThe wall opposite was centered by a fireplace
    surmounted by another gilt-framed mirrorAll the mirrors were
    infinitesimally tilted so that they reflected not only the room but
    also the high ceilingIt was painted with scenes from the heroic
    legends of Irish historyThe High Kings' buildings on the hill of
    Tara looked rather like Roman temples"The
    furniture throughout this floor is Irish-made, so are the fabrics-all
    wools and linens-and the silver, china, glass, almost everythingThis
    is where The O'Hara is hostessCome, there's only the library still
    to see Scarlett liked the leather-covered chairs and Chesterfield,
    and she recognized that the leather-backed books were very
    handsome
    "You've done a wonderful job, Charlotte," she said sincerely"Yes,
    well it wasn't as difficult as at first I fearedThe people who lived
    here must have used a Capability Brown design for the gardens, so
    there
    was only pruning and cleaning to doThe kitchen garden will be very
    productive next year, though it may be two years before the wall fruits
    come back
    They had to be pruned back to leaders Scarlett hadn't the remotest
    idea what Charlotte was talking about, nor the faintest interestShe
    was wishing Gerald O 'Hara could see the ceiling in the ballroom and
    Ellen O 'Hara could admire the furniture in her boudoirCharlotte
    opened more doors"Here we are in the hall again," she said
    "Excellent circular movement for large parties
    The Georgian architects knew precisely what they were doingCome
    through to the entrance door, Scarle
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    “Armed humans aren't just an accident,” someone mutteredI was moving hot rolls; I didn't see
    who spoke, and I didn't recognize the voice
    “Yes, that's true,” I agreed evenly
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    Heath, sitting beside Geoffrey, patted his armThere was a pregnant silence in the room
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    10:57 pm
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    "Tell me what he looked like, AliciaI have a theory about him
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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    @@@@@ “He’s a former CIA station chief and tied
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    conclusion that this Bourne, with Conklin’s help, was the one responsible for the penetration
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    The Russian unclasped his hands and took a step forward away from the mantelHis expression
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    “And what else were you told about Carlos the Jackal? About the man who uses the name Jason
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    “Very little, franklyTwo aging killers, scum who’ve been stalking each other for yearsAgain,
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    which you’ve seen fit to quest
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